christmas 2009 :)

its been a blast so far..coming back to msia unplanned..staying in malacca for 1 week plus..nothing can beat having family around. u forget your troubles..and there u are jumping up and down in your heart.hoping this feeling will never end. :)
malacca totally spelled s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g! lotsa new clothes. some i dreamt of wearing but didn't have the ka-ching to buy..but i was lucky the big banker daddy was around to save the day..fa-la-la-la-la my dad is here!! but we only got him to come with us once. i think we scared him away.but one day is good enough! thanks!
then it was caroling on the 19th of december! house after house after house..but the company was great, it was a tiring experience. i ended up sleeping till evening on the 20th.wasn't really awake during dinner either..
movies! alvin & the chipmunks 2 ~ twilight: new moon~ the frog prince ( due to some circumstances)
AND christmas day!~




p/s: pressie's galore~ wee hoo~ :D

Done :)

SHE is the DONE!! OMG!.. so happy for you. u can enjoy all u want missy dee-lyn. muax~ hope you have a great time..and stop! sms-ing me to make me jealous. i tengah stress ni~ btw, if u wanna know i am jealous! i want to go back to the exact moment you are in now~ :D enjoy dear~ i mish you~

AWARD FOR THE HAPPIEST GIRL!

btw, i have a confession to make. i had the happiest dream ever! i thought it was real~ huhu..until i woke up~ its kinda sad that it will never happen. i mean never! :( but thanks for the dream. dream maker~

AIDS day

i just realised its AIDs Awareness Day..so sweet of you to give me a ribbon, to remind me, people are suffering from AIDs all around the world but i don't know what i can do about it. yes~ i wear the ribbon to remind me & others, but will that make a difference? i want to make a difference, i want to help. but what do i do? im sure wearing the red ribboned pinned to my black blouse may cause questions with people who are not aware and this may give me a chance to explain, but other than that what can we do? how do we help? how do we make the difference felt by everyone, impact the whole country? im lost~ 

AND i lost my pencil box, its not a very big problem, but my favourite stationary are in there, my pendrive and some money..i was too busy packing to go for the camp and didn't have time to check for it. it's lost, and i don't know who took it, i just realised its so important..typical human, when u lose something u start blaming yourself why didn't u take care of it.haih~ a clear plastic bag filled with a black pen is all im left with..

the way to living

its been a pleasurable weekend indeed. All these while, i was complaining about never going to jakarta for a real trip, but now i can say i STAYED in jakarta for 4 days 3 night.woosh! but it was not about malls and hotels or even theme parks..i attended a xperiencing practical dharma camp at puncak,jakarta around 4-5 hours distance from bandung.
Everything is controlled by your mind. Try being aware of what you are feeling or thinking, and then u will appreciate life in a whole new level. We are always dragged into the past or thinking about the future but why not starting from now. Think about the PRESENT, think about what we are doing NOW, what we are thinking NOW, what we are feeling NOW. my heart is beating so that i can live, my lungs are working and i am able to breathe..the smallest thing like our concentrating on our breathing can help our body and mind combine..we always tend to overlook the things that we do unconsciously but if one of it stopped functioning then what will happen? Be aware of what we do each second to appreaciate what we have because some people in this world lack of it but we are so fortunate to have it..:)

Birthday 2009

its over~ in a flash! 24 hours. but as everyone always says memories will last forever.
hmmm~so now, i'm officially legal,huh? i don't feel there's much difference anyway~ :)
But during this special day, i got the best of both worlds, no its the best of four worlds if you know what i mean.

Stick together people~ love~

p/s: when life gets tough..we still have each other k! :)

Thanks! :)

i am never perfect..i have so many flaws and im sorry for anything i have done which may have hurt anyone, At times i just don't know what i am saying or doing~So, in this post i wanna thank all of u for everything u have done to make me a better person..

Thank you

1. for filling my life with joy
2. for the time spent with me
3. for trying to act silly with me
4. for being concern
5. for coming back for me
6. for scolding me for my own good
7. for loving me
8. for telling me the truth
9. for making me laugh
10. for JUST BEING THERE!

:)

Everything..

Yet another exam gone..whatever it is, i tried my best..:) but who is ever satisfied with the best? we are never satisfied with anything, no its 'i' am never satisfied..huhu~

Orait, now back to the really important news! im going back Malaysia in NOVEMBER..weehoooo~~ on the second week but only for 3 days..but thats good enough..woohoo~~ i can't wait to meet my family and friends too! we have to go out!! must! it wasn't that easy getting the tickets, there was a problem with the payment and i was so worried the price will increase.but now that's settled.im happie :D

btw, have you ever heard of a dog bread called chow chow..well, if i ever get to take care of a dog, i would most certainly want it to be a chow chow..:), actually i got influenced by martha stewart and her dog paw paw which passed away di..:( , i might just name my future dog 'paw paw'.hehe, its like a fluffy teddy bear.

the owner painted the chow chow, panda color..omg~, i hope there's no pain involved~ there shouldn't be..

p/s: facebook reveals secrets..good n bad..