whats your first impression when i say 'i'm studying in indonesia?'
well , this post is not meant to be anyway disrespectful to any party, this is not a politically inclined blog but its just something i'm feeling since i came back for my second year studies..
im feeling afraid to study here..just save me! everywhere i walk i wonder whether people are watching me, whether they will do anything to me. even in broad day light i get stares from people..why?, its not those friendly stares, but the 'what are you doing here' stare. today, i went to a supermarket in jatinangor just to get some groceries, and there a man said m******a to me and smiled (the name of the lady who married a prince from malaysia, but it didn't end very well).. i was like shyeet! deep in my heart, and felt like running, then others heard and smiled sinisly too. there are also many more cases among the 2 countries..
http://www.bernama.com/bernama/v5/bm/newsindex.php?id=438996
but why do u blame us, students?
im really sorry for all the things that happened, i would never want them to happen.but no one has the power to stop it from happening, right? huhu..
if anyone out there reads my blog and can explain what is really happening, please do~ as this is only things that i read on the internet and what im feeling, i want to know the truth..what is going on? i want to hear your side of the story..please~
and before i end this post, i wanna say that i'm really happy that my uni gave me a chance to study dentistry~it was like fulfilling one of my dreams..:)
p/s: this is just an opinion of somesort..if you think its offending or one sided, im sorry and u can ignore it, thanks..
4 comments:
omg tjin.. that sounds scary.. take good care and don't ever go out alone.. *hugz*
and btw.. i am pretty indignant when i heard your m****a story. it's like.. wtf????!!!! i mean wat the flower..
YOU ARE INNOCENT!! Hey, I really wanted to stand up for you. why are they protesting, attacking the malaysian youngsters who have nothing to do with THAT case?!! It's not that we don't want to do anything, it's because WE CAN'T! why should we/you who already so weak and small and could not do anything, bear the revenge from them?
This is sad... i understand your feelings, tjin. Being worry and afraid... insecure... and worse of all, we are too weak to be alone/small population vs power.. that feelings.. sucks..
How i wish i could at least ease your anxiety.. *Hugz*
thanks yi ming, so sweet of you~ i know your always there.i feel much better although ur kinda far. but thanks! :) xoxo
Omg that's freaky! o_O As Yi Ming said, always walk in groups and never go out alone.
Take care Tjin! <3
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