Sunday, December 27, 2009

christmas 2009 :)

its been a blast so far..coming back to msia unplanned..staying in malacca for 1 week plus..nothing can beat having family around. u forget your troubles..and there u are jumping up and down in your heart.hoping this feeling will never end. :)
malacca totally spelled s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g! lotsa new clothes. some i dreamt of wearing but didn't have the ka-ching to buy..but i was lucky the big banker daddy was around to save the day..fa-la-la-la-la my dad is here!! but we only got him to come with us once. i think we scared him away.but one day is good enough! thanks!
then it was caroling on the 19th of december! house after house after house..but the company was great, it was a tiring experience. i ended up sleeping till evening on the 20th.wasn't really awake during dinner either..
movies! alvin & the chipmunks 2 ~ twilight: new moon~ the frog prince ( due to some circumstances)
AND christmas day!~

p/s: pressie's galore~ wee hoo~ :D

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Done :)

SHE is the DONE!! OMG!.. so happy for you. u can enjoy all u want missy dee-lyn. muax~ hope you have a great time..and stop! sms-ing me to make me jealous. i tengah stress ni~ btw, if u wanna know i am jealous! i want to go back to the exact moment you are in now~ :D enjoy dear~ i mish you~


btw, i have a confession to make. i had the happiest dream ever! i thought it was real~ huhu..until i woke up~ its kinda sad that it will never happen. i mean never! :( but thanks for the dream. dream maker~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

AIDS day

i just realised its AIDs Awareness sweet of you to give me a ribbon, to remind me, people are suffering from AIDs all around the world but i don't know what i can do about it. yes~ i wear the ribbon to remind me & others, but will that make a difference? i want to make a difference, i want to help. but what do i do? im sure wearing the red ribboned pinned to my black blouse may cause questions with people who are not aware and this may give me a chance to explain, but other than that what can we do? how do we help? how do we make the difference felt by everyone, impact the whole country? im lost~ 

AND i lost my pencil box, its not a very big problem, but my favourite stationary are in there, my pendrive and some money..i was too busy packing to go for the camp and didn't have time to check for it. it's lost, and i don't know who took it, i just realised its so important..typical human, when u lose something u start blaming yourself why didn't u take care of it.haih~ a clear plastic bag filled with a black pen is all im left with..

Monday, November 30, 2009

the way to living

its been a pleasurable weekend indeed. All these while, i was complaining about never going to jakarta for a real trip, but now i can say i STAYED in jakarta for 4 days 3 night.woosh! but it was not about malls and hotels or even theme parks..i attended a xperiencing practical dharma camp at puncak,jakarta around 4-5 hours distance from bandung.
Everything is controlled by your mind. Try being aware of what you are feeling or thinking, and then u will appreciate life in a whole new level. We are always dragged into the past or thinking about the future but why not starting from now. Think about the PRESENT, think about what we are doing NOW, what we are thinking NOW, what we are feeling NOW. my heart is beating so that i can live, my lungs are working and i am able to breathe..the smallest thing like our concentrating on our breathing can help our body and mind combine..we always tend to overlook the things that we do unconsciously but if one of it stopped functioning then what will happen? Be aware of what we do each second to appreaciate what we have because some people in this world lack of it but we are so fortunate to have it..:)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Birthday 2009

its over~ in a flash! 24 hours. but as everyone always says memories will last forever.
hmmm~so now, i'm officially legal,huh? i don't feel there's much difference anyway~ :)
But during this special day, i got the best of both worlds, no its the best of four worlds if you know what i mean.

Stick together people~ love~

p/s: when life gets tough..we still have each other k! :)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Thanks! :)

i am never perfect..i have so many flaws and im sorry for anything i have done which may have hurt anyone, At times i just don't know what i am saying or doing~So, in this post i wanna thank all of u for everything u have done to make me a better person..

Thank you
  1. for filling my life with joy
  2. for the time spent with me
  3. for trying to act silly with me
  4. for being concern
  5. for coming back for me
  6. for scolding me for my own good
  7. for loving me
  8. for telling me the truth
  9. for making me laugh

Thursday, October 22, 2009


Yet another exam gone..whatever it is, i tried my best..:) but who is ever satisfied with the best? we are never satisfied with anything, no its 'i' am never satisfied..huhu~

Orait, now back to the really important news! im going back Malaysia in NOVEMBER..weehoooo~~ on the second week but only for 3 days..but thats good enough..woohoo~~ i can't wait to meet my family and friends too! we have to go out!! must! it wasn't that easy getting the tickets, there was a problem with the payment and i was so worried the price will increase.but now that's happie :D

btw, have you ever heard of a dog bread called chow chow..well, if i ever get to take care of a dog, i would most certainly want it to be a chow chow..:), actually i got influenced by martha stewart and her dog paw paw which passed away di..:( , i might just name my future dog 'paw paw'.hehe, its like a fluffy teddy bear.

the owner painted the chow chow, panda color..omg~, i hope there's no pain involved~ there shouldn't be..

p/s: facebook reveals secrets..good n bad..

Sunday, October 18, 2009

adios acrylic~

ok, the topic says it all..resin acrylic stimulation for base of denture has been passed up successfully after 6 weeks~ weeee! Im thankful that i was able to pass it up on time with approval from the lecturer.

To all dentist friends, who may have trouble polishing your resin acrylic..there is a manual, or somewhat traditional way to polish rather than using the machine..and IT WORKS! haih, 4 hours vs 10 mins using the traditional way..which one u want? my votes go to alternative methods..
well, someone thought me this, get a piece of A4 paper and pour out a substantial amount of gypsum (like a pile of gypsum), then place your acrylic in the pile of gypsum and rub it with gypsum.pretend the gypsum is water..just rub and rub..mann! it shines like kaca or maybe shiny-er. :D (chooo happie) hope this helps whoever that needs it..BUT this does not mean the machine is not good, i just haven't got the hang of it yet..aha!

Friday, for cross culture i learnt a lot..from everyone and especially ashley who was preaching. Kudos!it was about worship but the phrase that i remember most is 'everytime u want to say something, mean it!'.don't just say something for the sake of saying it, if that's the case, don't say anything at all~ i strongly 'LIKE' this..don't just say stuff, u don't mean. thank you very much.

p/s: ahh! its the week again..cepat pisan.. but here goes..charge!

Sunday, October 11, 2009


okay! i just realised why i'm so tired.fuh..too much activities di, kinda suffocating. there are so many events in just one week~ but it was worthwhile, everything planned well, executed well by everyone~ kudos! life's gonna be back to normal soon~ :)

First was the malaysian orientation, OSPEK malaysia~

malaysia students 09~ (dennis see lah, whichever u want, i will promote u, aha)

fasilitators yang mantap-s!!

Malam Penutup Maksimal (maaf zahir batin~)

Then it was OPEN HOUSE BATCH 08.. makanan sedap giler lah~


open house~

Then there was Deeparaya celebrationg for FKG( Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi) - pics will be up later~
and Nirosha's birthday celebration, happy birthday again mama niro~xoxo :D

and visit to Ganesha's Temple, its such a relaxing place, i cant explain the feeling. i felt the presence, learnt so much about hinduism in just 30 minutes, thanks suga n niro, for the hinduism 101~ it was a most pleasurable second time visit~ would love to dress up and go again! =)

and guitar class~, yeaps u heard me right! im giving guitar lessons wei, hebat tak? aha.. actually im still learning myself, i hope i don't end up being the 'blind' leading the 'blind'..huhu~ im teaching indonesian friends some skills that i dont even know whether i have~ i will try my best to teach ya~ i'm seeking help from some pro players~
since im teaching guitaring, i've always when i will be getting some purple guitaring stuff~ hehe!, i have the typical guitar, the wood color ones,(so boring ah) i want a purple one~ not now, but in the future if my interest in guitars don't die off, that is..but now still high spirited about it!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


well, i have been m.i.a for a few days now..
just finished orientation for new students 09 last so proud of group 19, they strived on although we were lost, and won the entire amazing race..aww, such a nice feeling~ :D
Moral of the story: when everything seems to go wrong, there's always a better ending in the end. come on!
now! preparing for an exam on growth and development this friday.
oh ya~ i promised to refrained myself from any self indulgence and entertainment with some of my friends due to the sufferings everyone was going through including the earthquakes' but i guess im gonna have to break it soon~ i will try to last as long as i can..I don't know is watching youtube video's a form of entertainment, if its a yes, then i have been breaking the promise since the promise started :S does that still count as a promise? aha..
i want to share a video by girls generation.its super duper cute..:)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

we never know..

we never know,
what will happen next...
we never know!
but there is always a rainbow after the rain
there is always a shining sun after the glowing moon
please stay positive and strong.

p/s: im so sorry i can't do anything to make it better..:(

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Raya Open House

yes, its melaka again, i know but i lurve melaka for some reasons.
everyone knows its hari raya holidays, and what better way to celebrate than going out to an open house, is going out to an open building 'mitc melaka open house' by the chief minister..
besides the food that was edible, the crowd was a killer, *complains* i felt like saying ' u never eat before in your life?' but i just went 'wow'. its suprising how we still cant line up huh, ' meluntur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya' people where are your manners? if the older generation are like that, don't you think the young ones will follow? that's life?, don't just say ' people are like that one 'lah'' ..try changing, please :)

raya without duit raya :), aha~


mana itu pringles? dalam beteung.aha~

p/s: kesian my dear sissy, didn't get to come down to melaka with us, she has trials for spm, come on lyn, semangat!!! :D

Monday, September 14, 2009

she's here~

she came,
n we went to tree house to eat,
we went to grande and jetset,
we went to paris van java,
all 6 of us in a red so called avanza..
thanks azfar!!
and welcome dirah and pris to Indonesia~

p/s : i love u~ haha..jk,its im thankful that everything went smooth yesterday, i hope today will be a much better one! :)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

worried soul..

whats your first impression when i say 'i'm studying in indonesia?'

well , this post is not meant to be anyway disrespectful to any party, this is not a politically inclined blog but its just something i'm feeling since i came back for my second year studies..

im feeling afraid to study here..just save me! everywhere i walk i wonder whether people are watching me, whether they will do anything to me. even in broad day light i get stares from people..why?, its not those friendly stares, but the 'what are you doing here' stare. today, i went to a supermarket in jatinangor just to get some groceries, and there a man said m******a to me and smiled (the name of the lady who married a prince from malaysia, but it didn't end very well).. i was like shyeet! deep in my heart, and felt like running, then others heard and smiled sinisly too. there are also many more cases among the 2 countries..

but why do u blame us, students?

im really sorry for all the things that happened, i would never want them to happen.but no one has the power to stop it from happening, right? huhu..
if anyone out there reads my blog and can explain what is really happening, please do~ as this is only things that i read on the internet and what im feeling, i want to know the truth..what is going on? i want to hear your side of the story..please~
and before i end this post, i wanna say that i'm really happy that my uni gave me a chance to study dentistry~it was like fulfilling one of my dreams..:)

p/s: this is just an opinion of somesort..if you think its offending or one sided, im sorry and u can ignore it, thanks..

Monday, September 7, 2009

i need a ms. right, NANANA wee~

well from the title of this blog, u can roughly guess what im gonna write about :D

this post aka banner( i just found out i dont know how to do banners, sad) is for my dear friend , Dennis, who apparently is looking for his ms. right, which i agreed on helping him find. Well, the characteristics for his ms. right is in a tag on facebook called 'My kinda girl'. go check it out. Although his expectations are high :), i am certain someone out there will fill in that character perfectly, someone OUT THERE~~ so if you feel your the right one, please don't feel so free to call me, but call your mr. right in person! hehe..:)

Now, i end his banner with a hope that he finds his ms. right!! ( i hope your reading this, dennis as i'm trying my best too)

Now, back to me~~ classes went well, although i was so worried about today's dsp2 class on growth and development, the lecturer(dosen) suprisingly made me feel very pleased about the subject, although it is a tough one to handle..:)
currently, i'm thinking about tomorrow's lab class, where i am already behind time with my acrylic project, i have not gotten any marks for the first step! such a bummer..but perfection takes patience right? here i am being really really patience :)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Holidays 2009

holidays; first barcelona,spain then melaka then port dickson then home~ yeah! im minusing kl and the malls or the list will go on and on which means everyone will get bored..

corus hotel~ P.D

im taller than my mum ( she has high heels on) *comforting myself*

then came the cempedak story, *warning* it might be here goes, once upon a time there were 2 cempedak which were growing old.. and there was this girl who watched it grow old..*sweat* until one day, it got really smelly and the girl couldn't stand it anymore, so she cut them open! and had a feast with her tissue paper fingers ( stupid liquid from the cempedak, made my finger sticky and i stupidly touch tissue paper) so there u go a stupid story, this is why i can never be a journalist.:)

Monday, July 27, 2009

when will my climb end~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

*miley cyrus, the climb*


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

espanyol tres

If you are planning to go BARCELONA, places you must visit is...umm, (i have short term memory)..but here's a tip..take the touristic bus provided by the Tourism of Barcelona, it brings you to all the famous places aka the must its a hop on hop off thingy, so its really cost savvy and also convenient.
You should also go for the walks provided called " Barcelona Walks" as it will tell you about the history of the buildings unless you go for the gourmet walk then its bout food, there are about 4 walks so u can choose, but if your already there, its better to go for all 4..

Las Ramblas Street ( well this is the place where you can see characters from movies, and when you put in money into the pot infront of them, they start moving~really neat..and also for souvinears)

La Boqueria Market

the beach or the shopping stalls =D, (btw, the syrup and whip cream pancake in my hand was superb( don't remind me bout the fats~ I KNOW!)

ice rink but it was closed~:(

NOU CAMP~ i know horrible pic, guess who took it~

Park Guell ( one of Gaudi's work)


Handmade chocolate shop..a must visit next time i go back!

p/s: is the weather making people feel emo? its too hot!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

tribute to the 'KING'

Did you watch the tribute to Michael Joseph Jackson show? well try watching it..
I only listened to his music, don't know him personally ( of course lah!) but i felt something when i watched the show, i felt sad, cried all my tears for him, luckily i was alone watching the live telecast.huhu..
it seems that when people are gone, then only we appreciated them truly , then only we regret for not helping out, not saying what we wanted to, not doing what we intended to..procrastination and forgetfulness, we blame those characteristics, so that we don't feel bad about ourselves, " oh i forgot, sorry" , this phrase rings in my ear all the time and i say it too~ why can't we change! why can't i change..

Thursday, July 2, 2009

espanyol dos

Gothic Tour of the Barcelona City: Looking at the first few buildings built by civilisation..i wasn't really paying attention.(its my fault~ but don't blame it entirely on me it was HISTORY!)

Santa Eulalia

the pretty tour guide ( dont know her name) but she's maravilloso~

my beautiful mummy

and ME

steet dancers~

tired~ dinner: pasta de bolognise (yummy) btw, the food here is dinner was RM 30 and it is considered cheap already..average price around 6-8 do people survive here..sheesh~ we get food at RM 3 in Malaysia~ ish ish..

Lily! look at this, i bought it from an Asian shop here~ even Malaysia and Indonesia can't get~ really hard to believe! the instant ramen selection is to die for many choices, my mum practically pulled me out from the shop.if i went alone, HABIS lah, all the instant noodles (spain and instant noodles no relation)..

BARCELONA LOVES YOU (thanks i know u do, xoxo~LOL)

p/s: im craving for Asian aiming this Restaurant Chino with some chinese words..i dont understand but yeah~