Thursday, August 11, 2011
01-08-2011 at around 2 am. grandma went to a much better place.
the grief and sadness i feel now can't be compared to what my dad feels. putting myself in his shoes feels like knives stabbing my whole body.
"i won't see her anymore" keeps running through my mind. no more trying hard to speak broken hokkien. no more helping ah ma walk through a crowded mcd, to the next house, to places. no more hearing ah ma talk about everybody enthusiastically (although i don't understand most of it). no more pushing away angpow full of money and saying 'mien lah' (no need). no more no more no more seeing her.
i take comfort in the fact that she is in a much better place now. no suffering. she lived her life cycle. take care :) <3
Friday, March 4, 2011
konapun! konapun! *say it while shouting*. sounds like a bad word? haha
i'm officially presenting a cute product from Japan. I guess i'm outdated as they already discontinued the production of this product. Well, its like your very own minature cooking kitchen and you get to cook something that looks incredible, no eating it of course.
The amazing thing about this toy kitchen , is the food really looks like its cooking. the sizzling of food in oil, the expanding pizza or cookie dough. These small little details makes the product extra special
the product circles around 'mixing powder with water'. The final product looks as good or even better than edible food. check out their videos. :)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
so here goes, the pottery sifu, standing beside me, with awesome skills made me feel a bit intimidated. but i did it! my very own pot. no lid! i did my very own version of a pot, if you get what i mean. it was one of a kind :P the guy even said it could be sold.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
i got used to seeing dental treatments done on school chairs, sterilization of equipments using only alcohol, people of all types of problems crowding a small school. It wasn't a suprise, but the experience was different this time compared to being a "runner" in my batch community service or just checking the plaque index at a nearby school, i got to assist and watch. Assisting with the light( not qualified) BUT i had the best vip view ever. It was awesome. I would love to go again in 3 months time. thanks to Bel for the experience.
Sports day! Sports Day! It's here again. makes me wanna try out for some games. but I know my capability has never been the best. I can play most games, but being the best is a different story! :) Hope i get to find my forte soon.
p/s: i may look weak but i know whats happening :|
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Oh! I totally forgot about the studio photos 5 of us took on my birthday. long due photos. but i'm so proud of it. :) it makes all of us look good! btw, please don't expect me to look this good on a daily basis its the photoshop thingy trick.hehe! It only costs us about RM9 each! i wouldn't ask for a better price for a studio pic. ( Jonas Photos in Indonesia)
btw, im going overseas next week. yippieeee! clue: the place has the mosque below! & I to the L ..:D
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
the worst part is my cravings for malaysian food has increased after reading food blogs for hours *over-salivating* if only i can cook that well. i think i would be able to get the dish looking like the pictures below~ but as for the taste. it may go both ways, being extremely nice, or not that nice.haha!
if you can courier the food to me, it would be great. forever grateful *crossed fingers* :P
Saturday, January 1, 2011
i missed it. it was 11:11 on 1.1.2011 a moment ago. but your dear friend woke up at 11.30 on 1.1.2011, nice job. although its a super cool number once in a year thingy, but what do u do when the time is like that for 1 minute. what? ok kinda blur here.
but its a brand new year. officially! went to watch fireworks on a roof of a hostel yesterday. since fireworks is allowed here. everyone is playing. except yours truly. :P.. because deep down she only likes to watch and not hold the stick thingy that shoots out fireworks. the view was awesome!
alright the new year is here. now what? *im scared*
p/s: end of january will be heading to a place I to L? where is it? u will see....